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Words of love poured out in that church today. Story after story of Paul’s character, his life, and his love. Paul was truly special to each of us and he made each person feel like they were blessings in his life as well. “He had heart,” said an old coach. “That smile,” said another. Genuine. Love. Family. Sincere. Stubborn. Pride. HEART. A handful of words that only begin to sum up the man that we remembered today. The two pastors that spoke brought peace to this sadness and the two songs were wonderful. It was certainly wonderful to have our old high school principal sing “Amazing Grace.” The slideshow… pictures certainly are worth a thousand words. Tears flowed freely in that packed church… tears of missing, longing, dreaming, and remembering.

We *will* remember you Paul, your life and legacy will remain with us always. We knew how much you cared for us; you never left room for doubt there. Go big or go home. We’ll do our best and we know you’ll be watching us. And our love? It will remain the same. Rest in peace Paul, we miss you so much. 

You’ll find better love
Strong as it ever was 
Deep as the river runs
Warm as the morning sun 
Please remember me 

“In these times in which we live
Where the worst of what we live
Is laid out for all the world on the front page
And the sound of someone’s heartbreak
Is a soundbite at the news break
With a close shot of the tears rollin’ down their face
Blessed be the child who turns a loving eye
And stops to pray
For these times in which we live”
 

Tonight, I heard a heart-breaking tale. It isn’t a unique story (unfortunately), but it’s still heart-breaking. It was one of headlines tonight, but it was close to home. Literally. I felt sick to my stomach when I heard what happened.

It has been my desire to be a more hopeful person. I believe that we are each connected. I want to see the potential in people and the good that can come from a situation. I’m not an optimistic person by nature though. Hearing stories like the one I heard tonight remind me of why. I think that’s why these lyrics from Martina McBride’s “For These Times In Which We Live” are so crucial.

Turn a loving eye. Pray.

It doesn’t make the headlines disappear. It won’t make the story any less horrifying. But, there is power to change your heart. 

I’m learning.

I’ve been meaning to put up this song for awhile now…

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